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The Other Woman

"Relationships are stories. When you pick a partner, you pick a story. And sometimes you find yourself recruited for a play you didn't audition for." - Esther Perel

I never thought I would be the kind of woman to have an affair with a married man. But here I am, caught up in this messy situation and feeling both happy and guilty at the same time.

It all started when I met him through online dating. He was charming and handsome. He always knew how to make me laugh. We became friends quickly, and before I knew it, we were spending more and more time together.


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One night, we went out for drinks after work, and one thing led to another. We ended up kissing, and it was like fireworks exploded in my head. I felt alive and desirable, something I hadn't felt in a long time.


The fact that he was married didn't bother me at first. In fact, it almost made the situation more exciting. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but I didn't care. After all, I had been married to a cheater before. I knew what it was like to be on the other side of this situation, and now I was the one in control.


As time went on, we continued to see each other in secret. I felt loved by him, even though I knew he was still with his wife. But deep down, I was struggling. I knew what we were doing was wrong, and I couldn't help but feel guilty.


Yet, at the same time, there was a thrill in being the other woman. I felt like I had power over him, like I could woo him until he cheated and eventually left his wife for me. I knew it was a fantasy, but it was a fantasy that made me feel alive.


But as time went on (2 years), I began to see the cracks in our relationship. He would cancel our plans at the last minute, and I began to wonder if he was truly committed to me. I started to feel like I was just a side piece, someone he could turn to when he needed a break from his real life.


I knew I had to end things, but it was hard. I was addicted to the feeling of being wanted, of being desired. It was like a drug that I couldn't quit. He was my convenience. He paid for all the dinners, hotels, and vacation trips. He bought me expensive purses, dresses, etc. He was there only when I needed him and never needed to know his real life. I was his escape, and he was my lover without drama.


In the end, I knew what I was doing was wrong, and I had to face the consequences. I ended things with him, and while it was hard, it was right. I couldn't continue down this path of deceit and lies.


Looking back, I realize that I was trying to fill a void in my life. I wanted to feel loved and desired. But now I realize there are healthier ways to find happiness, and I am committed to finding them.


TRUTH: I miss him so much.

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